ahhh hello do you see me online?
nonono, i didn't block you.
just appearing offline. don't miss me alright:)
and i won't be coming online on weekdays siannn.
the only reason that can seduce me will be HOT SHOT!
to of course watch my SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG x33
and psst psst, i didn't know so many people watch too:)
smart people, clever choice!
but ni hao rest assured, you can still contact me on my phone.
provided that i don't let it stay in the toilet again,
or let it drop under the bed again ,
or let it get stuck in between the sofas again.
i'll try to learn the art of keeping my phone even though
the occurrence of misplacing my phone is still quite high kekex.

err okay okay back to school life.
got back all the papers except for english paper 1.
i guess i did improve by a fair bit from mid-year results,
so i am quite happy and encouraged somehow in a way or another.
even though disappointment is inevitable for some subjects,
but this can only mean room for improvement for them.
and giving up NOW is like the dumbest thing anyone can do.
so just persevere for another one month or so and you'll be fine:)
and the VJC talk is like so tempting me into vjc larh.
but wishing hard is one thing and working hard is another.
and having this little touch of good luck is another factor.
and i have to admit: i am quite scared=/
for languages, combined humanities and everything.
call me humji kia or whatever but it's really worrying.
breathe in breathe out breathe in breathe out.
i hope my languages will do fine by the Os.

let me tell you something a lil bit more about me.
do you know i believe in karma?
so when i didn't give up the seat for this old man this morning,
i was really really feeling like a loser.
not that i really need the seat anyway,
why am i so reluctant to stand up?
and i realised i have a hell lot of character problems.
i keep seeing people bu shuang. i flare up at the slightest thing.
and i suck.
maybe it runs in the family?
my brother is a problematic xiao boy.
cards are not allowed and he brought them.
got caught and punished to write a 500 words reflection.
he is a primary5 kid and he beat up a primary6 boy.
got caught, sent to principal's office and got heavy scolding.
this time, he played with matchsticks.
got caught, charged for arson this time round, canning and warning letter.
what will he do next?
i love him and don't want anything to happen to him again.
he seems to be very much repentant.
hope you're alright,brother.

and hello i hope you guys are fine.
suddenly don't wish to continue.
sorry.
i am

already.
BYE~

too beautiful ;
Friday, September 19, 2008;